Everyone has their own set of problems, their own insecurities. It may seem strange that perhaps say, a rich billionaire, or people who live fairytaled lives have problems but I guess no one is without them. So we may be in different circumstances, and I may be somehow to you in a better position in terms of what not but in reality, I think it's just the difference in situations that lead us unable to comprehend or understand a particular person's problem.

So sometimes I feel like dancing in grassy fields and sometimes I think that there's something that will make my life better but isn't there and sometimes that something is just so important that I don't want to smile anymore- for that time being. It's not about being unappreciative because I know for one just how appreciative I am to all that I've been given. It's not the inane human nature of greed that stems from want. It's just that need- to feel complete and safe.

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Far from me to have a post that seems not as happy so I shall extend this and talk about some other happier stuff. Like Shevchenko coming to Chelsea. Like Ballack coming to Chelsea. Old news now but you're talking about the Ukraine and Germany football captain here! At Chelsea! Dreams that come true! Dance around I say!

There's been something so uncanny and strange unique about 2wisdom that makes me miss them. Or maybe it's the few classic examples of fascinating personalities. I'm sorry I would love to list all of you but I just came from reading Yishu's blog so her apparent words of wisdom are still flowing around my head. First Yishu. Yes, only her would think of all the absolute lame-o stuff to do that's lame yet funny. I know how much chalk you're hiding okay! Plus she loves Angel and Cyclops from Xmen so yay to her! Her blog always makes me laugh because she's so... happy go lucky? Next we have Melo! Melanie really. She's the one making me go around saying "Hawt please, gay please" so if you ask me why I sometimes spell hot as hawt it's her. She wants to take over the world but like how slow please. Wait your turn la girl! -gasp!- To her, a lot of things, including sponges are hawt and the exclamation mark ! makes things so much hotter! Like! I just wanna hug these 2 people and squeeze them to bits! They are THAT cute! Okay fine. Hawt.

There's Claudice with her shoe fetish like mine who I intend to go with for FoP and shoe shopping and clubbing when she comes of age (she's quite cool you know) and ZhiYing with her hair gel candy that one day I swear she'll die from because in her old age she might mistake a real hair gel tube for candy and eat it! And there are others in 2W like Joelle and CherylWong and loads more and that girl called Kaya (it's KahYan) and YuLing and Erica and LiJia and can you see that I'm trying to list all of them so that they don't come after me with an axe saying 'why you never say anything about me!' I tried okay! You've got to know them to see why they are loved. See what I nice form teacher I made.

Onward to watching Chelsea Season Review 04/05 again. Until the 05/06 season arrives with my dear Nat from the UK! Study hard girl I know you can do it. I really miss you. I'm lucky. I have good friends. I won't list them all because you know who you are! (The !!! must come from somewhere happy)

Happy birthday Gladys.

Honestly I'm still recovering from the fever so can't even go for cell. I did go for piano but I tell you the notes were jumping around and I felt dizzy. Help.